Walkin' on the grass feels so fine don't need shoes in the summer time

I made a list the other day of things I've been obsessed with for the last few months...

The main one has been rustic/western pattern bags and wallets like this
I've already bought 4 of them, this one I got at Target for 12.99 I found the in various thrift stores. And the remainder of my list is....
- Floral wedges
- 70's prints
- Pixie Geldof
- Gilmore Girls
- Melba Toast
- Goldie Hawn
- Twitter :{
- Watches
- Hungrygirl.com
- the 90's then again I'm always being very nostalgic...

It feels like its been a loooong two weeks, but not at the same time, I feel like I haven't been anywhere in weeks. I'm hoping I can get to the grocery store with in the next two or three days. I've been trying to organize all the paper and books in my room, all the folders and stuff and while they are all ready organized, plus I need a screen for my window so I can open it and enjoy the air.

The air outside has been really fresh, I mean its usually really clean smelling, but this last months its been like extra fresh. Its been raining a lot, and people have been mowing their lawns a lot and it just smells really good. And since I haven't had time to go out and pic-nic or take any walks it would be nice to be able to at least open the window without worring about something crawling in or something like that...

how very unhelpful

ooooooh I was planning on coming in here and writing on the wonders of my new camera's I bought and show some of the grand pictures I took, and then I realized one of them I have to load new software for, and the other one the sales lady didn't give me any software for.

SOB. and I rode by that particular store the other day and it was already gutted. I got two really great camera's a Nikon wide shot and a really lovely Canon that even came with all the lenses for 300 buckaroonies, because a bunch of wolf camera's in my area are closing down. Hopefully I can find on that open or atleast find the load up disc on ebay or something.

I need to go to the thrift store, hopefully this weekend, I need some new shorts and stuff for summer and the kind I want are at target but they are 32.99 :/
And I see lots of fun acid wash cut offs and shorts at the t-store all the time .50 < 32.99 seriously.

Skinny dipping in the bathtub ?

OHHHHH vacation seems ridiculously far away, thats because it is. We don't leave until August and thats just not fair, not fair at all. I need a vacation NOW! a vacation that lasts until august would be nice.

I told my mom we should just load up the RV and just go down to a lovely beach of out choice and just hangout until we feel like coming home. I would sleep outisde if I had to anything to be away from the "daily grind", which happens to be a really great place to get coffee, which I've been guzzling like crazy.
During these months all I do is work, drink coffee, and sleep. I've haven't been eating like I should since my recent weight lose. I should be eating more but doing the exact opposite. I've been hungry its just hard to find time between being yelled at by ornery old people and sleeping to eat anything. I've take up drinking slim fast too, pretty yummy and better then the whole "not eating" thing.

Speaking of weight lose, some of it was intentional but now I can't figure out how to get back onto a normal diet without just going back to what I was doing, and I went and bought about 5 pairs of jeans the other day and was smug about not having to get a size 9 instead walking away with three pairs of size 1's, a pair of 0's and one pair of size 3's. I went to to also look for swimsuits and the ridiculous prices made me concider swimming naked, 20 bucks for a whole suit if fair, but 20 bucks a peice is steeeeeeep, I'll just go the way of Raquel.

Hi my name is Jessica, how the FUCK can I help you ? :}

I give up on trying to please anyone anymore.

I'm done with the whole thing, as of now my head is set on "blah blah blah" mode.
Thats why I think me and Alysia are friends, we have this nice thing going on on the outside and these horrendous comment episode going on in our heads. So there you have it, I am sick of fucking old people being fucking stupid and not knowing about their medications. I'm sick of 90 year old assholes coming in who speak this crazy fucked up english were they just stick words together, I'm sick of stupid assholes trying to weasel their way through the system. FUCK YOU !

I think if people could hear the thoughts in my head I definitly wouldn't have any friends and I would be fired. People are fucking retarded, I work behind the counter, I deal with your prescription. You just take the goddamn meds, you know nothing about what goes on behind the counter, so you know what TAKE THAT BOTTLE OF PERCOCET AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR FAT ASSHOLE .

No you be a grown up and you call your doctor, you call your fucking insurance, you call around and see who has the fucking medication in stock I don't fucking feel like it and its not my fucking responsibility. Its says in our job descriptions "calls to patient prescriber requesting refills, and calls to patient insurance is better left to patient".

I'm going to the twilight pre-release party and I don't care what anyone thinks.
I'm excited, I will have fun and thats that.
12:01 can't wait, this is almost as exciting as when the books were coming out and then almost as exciting as when I was waiting to see the movie in its midnight theatre showing.

Drugs keep you awake in the morning....

I woke up this morning to the most annoying voice enthusiastically reminding me how fucked up the human race is, thanks for making my morning come out to a wonderful start you dirty old bastard.

Me and Claude spent half the morning sitting in our usual booth at Waffle House this morning drinking Coffee trying to escape the cold, because the house is freezing because we have so many goddamn windows in the house, and plus there was nothing else too do. We drank about 4 cups each, which according Dr.Know-it-all in the booth across from ours, is bad for you, but the look on our faces should have let her know we didn't care but no.... she decided she needed to elaborate, that is until Claude decided introduce her to Mr.Bird and she finally got the message.

Coffee is a wonderful thing, a wonderful wonderful drug...the only drug that comes with free refills. :}

The moral of this story is
A: Don't talk to strangers, especially at Waffle House. Waffles House people will kill you.
B: Coffee is good.
C: Old people shouldn't be allowed to talk on morning radio.

Why does it rain on me...

"I can't sleep tonight
Everybody's saying everything is alright
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning

I can't stand myself
I'm being held up by invisible men
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else "

I love this song, though it doesn't really seem to help with my moodiness, or what my mom calls Charlie Brown syndrome, which isn't really far fetched... I can really liken myself to Ol' chuck... which I guess isn't really a good thing, but I do feel like Charlie Brown most of the time. I could be like anyone, but no, the person I identify with the most is a lovable loser, who is awkward and nervous, who is full of hope and determination though always finds himself with the short end of the stick and for the most part just lets out a "Good Grief" and goes on with life.

Its odd... Charlie Brown isn't the only 8 year old cartoon character I too....
Brendon Small for Home Movies as much as I try to be well-meaning and logical, I find myself plagued by oversight, apathy, egotism, and finding myself to be more and more neurotic...

Moody and feeling like a hermit most of the time, you can take your elatedness and shove it.